One day you will cry out to Me, and I will not answer.
You will look for Me but My Face will be obscured, hidden from view by the wrongs you have done.——- Micah 3:4
God is not hiding from you. God is hidden from you — hidden by your own delusions, indiscretions, sins, and errors. God is not ashamed of you. God is not avoiding you. God is right here, right now, holding out arms to embrace you in love and forgiveness. It is just that you cannot see God. All you can see is your own failure, your own unworthiness. This depression is false; it is yet another manifestation of your own self-importance. You imagine that somehow you are great enough to be unworthy of God’s love. Even your guilt is a measure of your grandiosity. Drop both and embrace the One Who Is in the very imperfection of your life.